Life is not always comfortable we go through different problems and difficulties in life. We have gone through so much that it is hard for us to go on with life. And yet we cannot expect everyone to help us since all of us is dealing our own problems and monsters within us. Difficult times are symbols that we are strong, that we are destined to take this path and all we have to do is to keep our faith and believe in ourselves. You know that no matter how hard we try we cannot stop life from buzzing us, it is natural and part of the world. If you thought that those people who became successful now are lucky and cannot ask for anything well, you are wrong. Even though those people have tasted a comfortable life, it doesn’t mean that they already have a perfect life, perhaps they are experiencing sleepless nights, had developed depression and anxiety because of too much work. Maybe their health is at risk, or they have no love life, perhaps they were lonely also, it is because not all things can be bought with money. And not all things you wished to happen can be granted. We seem blamed other people for our situation where in fact we are the one who holds our life, we make decisions, or we know what is better for us. But my question is, do you ever ask yourself, have you done your best to have a better life? And that is where we are wrong, we keep complaining and blaming but all we do is sit, and nothing happened to our life.
You know hard needy and challenging to live in India. You have to fight every day for your survival; we already know that our country is one of the poorest and populated city, we are large in numbers, but we are less in education, technologies or food. Most of us here are poverty-stricken, people are thin and malnourished. Most families have bigger numbers but no stable job to sustain the needs. We are lack financially and hard for us to buy foods. Most crimes almost happened every day, stealing and killing are rampant here. People tend to steal since lack of food and hungry. Even our family suffered from the same situation; we are a big family and struggle to feed each and every one. My mother died when she gave birth to my youngest sibling. She has not able to survive because of lack of vitamins and food. After her death, my father and I helped each other to raise the family, but no matter what I do, it’s not enough for us.
I became a London escort and left India. And that was the most right decision I made. London is part of London England, one of a tourist brought me here and helped get work in London. After years of struggles, I have changed my life as well as our family too.